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At its heart, Spiller’s work is deceptively simple. She abandons the complex interplay of planets, houses, and aspects that can overwhelm novice astrologers. Instead, she focuses on a single axis: the North and South Nodes of the Moon. In astronomical terms, these are the points where the Moon’s orbit intersects the ecliptic. In esoteric astrology, the represents our accumulated baggage—ingrained habits, karmic debt, innate talents, and the comfortable, automatic responses we bring from the past (whether from childhood or previous lives). The North Node , conversely, points toward our evolutionary edge: the unfamiliar territory, the challenging growth, and the specific lessons our soul has chosen to master in this lifetime.
Sun in Aquarius. Moon in Pisces. Ascendant in Scorpio.